Slow Poke!

I woke up a bit late today, just because I still feel woosy. I had a research participation thing for my psychology class and it starts at 9. I was speeding so fast I was 12 minutes late..parked in the handicap parking with my emergency lights on and ran inside just to see if they would still let me do it. She was so nice did not even bring up me being late. I finished the survey which was on how I feel about my body image. After that was done, I drove the car to another spot but I could not find one so I parked it near a spot and ran inside because I felt like throwing up. I had another survey, but as I am passing I see my car from the window..and there was a white paper...A TICKET!? like seriously? it ruined my mood I went out looked at it..only 15 bucks but still..talked to the lady in the security office.she said it was a fire hazard...what a BEEEPPP. anywhoo after that I actually went to class instead of skipping. Went to a presentation that my psych professor was presenting about body image once again and her research. Drove home..saw tiny snowflakes..it started to snow.greaaaattt. I hate snow btw, too cold for me. Then I took my mommy to the doc, then to the hospital for an x-ray and back home. Doing random things to keep me busy, and just seconds ago I got a phone call from Rita's Water Ice ( I called because they were hiring), and he wants to set up an interview. So excited, I hope I can manage everything. I wish I lived in Abington, it would be so much easier..but since it costs some money that I don't have..I have to manage. yyayyayyyyy perfect way to end the night..having hope that I might be employed again. 

Studious

So I came really early to school today to rent out books from the library to study because I have two exams today. However, I kind of didn’t do what I was supposed to and was stuck watching videos on YouTube. You guys should def. check him out. He is cute;] and hilarious. I tried to not laugh loud in the library.

 I seemed to get sicker and sicker as the hours went by. I missed my exam this morning because I could not get up. It was sweet though. My mom was sick and slept next to me for a bit and I hugged her and felt a lot better.  Now I’m listening to Jack Johnson on my phone and trying to contact my professor about the exam I missed. Blehh I do not feel good at all. I cannot keep my head up and all I want to do is throw up. Well not really I hate the feeling of throwing up.

One thing that did make me a bit happy was I got an A- on my History exam, which was all essay based. Montco screwed me over last night. I went to pay my second part of the tuition, because I am on a payment plan. They are saying I did not pay the first part. WHAT!? My dad was charged 300 bucks for it and everything, how could they say I did not pay. Extremely pissed I called them, but of course they would not be open when I needed them. So I have to do that as well tonight. 

Resolutions

Every year goes by and it gives us time to reflect on all the great things that happened and all the tragic events. I had a crazy year with both those things involved. I started last year thinking it would be the best year of my life. I was in the best relationship ever with my high school crush. I joined the bowling team at school and actually felt involved. It was my senior year and I thought it would be just rocking. I was wrong! I had dreams of Prom for as long as I could remember. I had gotten the tickets and persuaded my close friends to go as well. I have the typical desi parents who do not like the idea of guys and girls mixing and all that jazz. So couple of days before prom I went to the mall with him, I have no idea why I chose to do that and yup…I got caught. Got into so much trouble, I just cannot talk about that.  Anywhoo because of that my life kinda went downhill...my mom had surgery and made me feel guilty of going to prom while she was in pain. Both the getting in trouble and the mom issue resulted in me staying at home while all my friends got dolled up for prom. I cried a lot. Now all I have is $180 dollar worth tickets and not actually going to prom. GAYY!! After that incident, they were always on my case. I was in grounded mode for the longest time. And then that fall I started college and thought finally I am on my own and more free..yeah not happening. I was stick stuck with depression and a bunch of other crazy things. SOOOO this year I really wanted to turn things around, I wanted to write my list and make sure I stick to it. I will keep you guys updated when I check one off.  Therefore, this is in no order of importance, just whatever I could think of at the top of my 1.      Be happy

2.      Lose weight

3.       Get a haircut

4.       Go to the dentist

5.       Get invisalign

6.       Get straight A’s this semester

7.       Apply to Thomas Jefferson University

8.       Get in Thomas Jefferson University

9.       Get a job

10.   Be more artistic and crafty

11.   Finish art projects that you never finished

12.   Make more money

13.   Make a new youtube account

14.   Gain trust from parents again

15.   Send Ellen a letter

16.   Meet Ellen DeGeneres

17.   Go to the beach

18.   Relax more and not stress so much

19.   Help someone turn their life around (for the better of course)

20.   Do something in front of a large crowd

21.   Start a charity

22.   Remodel the house

23.   Learn how to swim

24.  Overcome your fears (snakes, heights)

25.   Do a “apple store dance” video

26.   Get a car

27.   to be continued..

So yeah it seems like a lot, but I feel like there is A LOT more that I want to get done this year. I will keep you all updated.

YAY to a NEW YEAR!!! Good luck to everyone in achieving all your goals.. xoxo Nishi

Failure Once Again!

So here I am in February, sitting bored with so many things that I need to get done but do not have the ounce of energy to do so. My last post was on the New Year and I could not post anything because I turned nineteen that day, and I was hanging with close friends. My sisters threw a surprise party for me. It was small, nothing fancy. Each day I think about what I would write for my blog, but I have no idea why I am so lazy to sit down and write it out. I will be mega posting from now on, and I will try my best to actually stick to that this time.

twenty twelve!

Happy New Years and Happy Birthday to moi!...not a lot of time to say anything. but I just wanted to tell everyone to have an amazing year! yay

Reunited and it feels so good

So another thing I did within this month was hang out with my best friend, which we have not gotten the chance to in forevers. I picked her up from the train station, and then we went to a wawa, and started our day drinking coffee ( i had a frap..its nice and cold). We rushed into a Rite Aid to get eyeliner because half my eyeliner smudged off because it was raining, got the most crappiest one because it was cheap but I think dollar store  has better quality than this one, it hurt to put on, whatever,then we were off to my old high school to pick up my transcript. After that we drove to our community college to hand in the transcripts and pick out some classes for the next semester, I was in line after line trying to find out what to do it was chaotic, well after we finally got situated, we were hungry and went to go eat. I am so confuzzeled on where I want to eat because I don't eat out normally so I do not know the quality and price of some places, we ended up going to Ruby Tuesdays, didn't have much and then when it came down to pay for the food we didn't have a lot of change to give the waitress her tip. She was awesome we only had a couple coins. I used the crappy eyeliner to write her a note on the back of the receipt. Said we were sorry and what nots ha I don't know made me feel a bit better, and then we ran out of there. We had to go potty so bad we went into the furniture store and the guy came up to us to ask if we were getting anything, we asked if they had a restroom, he laughed but showed us the way. Then as we thought we were ending the adventure, I had to drop her off and her mom thought she was at school, she gets off at the train station. I went detective mode, and parked my car away from the entrance ran in the rain to ask if the train came yet, and her mom's van was right there at the entrance, I told her the good/bad news about the train not coming yet and her mom being there, she called her mom to tell her that the train didn't come yet and we saw her mom leave, and then just as she left the train came I got her out of my car and acted like none of the day happened. We said our byes and I went home. i love her to death. best friends foreverrss <3

I quit!

I'm so ready to quit, I don't like working at a retail place during the holidays! It has its positives with bunch of hours which means more money. Then again it has its negatives with the crazy schedules and not being able to leave whenever you were scheduled to leave. I met up with my one friend that used to work at J.C. Penney and now she is a co-manager of Body Central. She told me to apply and I will get on that ASAP..finally a nice place to shop while you work ;]

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